Open heart...

"From a broken heart to an open heart...

still bleeding for sure...

but this time around it bleeds art...

putting the past in the dark made the future a lil brighter...

I learn from my mistakes...

yet who's teaching the lessons?...

she's still missing...

though I cant remember her leaving...

maybe I'm only dreaming...

maybe I'm only losing my mind...

these antidepressants keep me confused about the present...

causing me to fly away...

just to land in a daze...

with thoughts conflicting at the speed of sound...

striving to find my way through this mental maze...

as i a chase a dream...

a dream that seems to be teleporting....

instead of moving at a fast pace...

so meditation is all I have left...

to make it come my way...

to make it my reality...

attraction is key...

and maybe someone to answer to...

cause there's still some answers i cant seem to find the answer to...

tell me what's the meaning...

tell me what's the truth...

cause all i hear is that the end is near...

but i look at the beautiful side of things...

and find it hard 2 even give that any thought...

so i'll leave that up to you...

-Nide

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